Blog personally, blog creatively, something newsworthy, something funny... so many decisions, such a blank monitor. I suppose I could combine the two, but unfortunately my personal life isn't very funny, the news is dismal, and somehow my current reality saps out any possibility of creativity.

I almost feel like a moody teen who writes really melodramatic poetry - everything seems so serious and so important - so "right now". I'm not experiencing a flood of memories or melancholy or anything like that. Maybe I'm just kind of numb. Television, radio, loud conversation, anything that has to do with socialization, all seems too loud and too confusing.

From past experience, I know this is normal and that it will pass. It doesn't make social obligations any easier. In fact, it makes them quite awkward. "Time wounds all heals," right?